DOSSEH - Abdel & Cain (English lyrics) - The International Connect

Chorus :
Homie, I’m not proud of it, no, I’m not proud of it
But I promised myself to do it, I promised myself to do it
Make the metal talk
Tonight ‘m about to smoke my own brother
Homie, I’m not proud of it, no, I’m not proud of it
But I promised myself to do it, I promised myself to do it
Make the metal talk
Tonight ‘m about to smoke my own brother

1st verse :
I visualized the scene in my head over and over and over again in my dirtiest thoughts
Hatred got the best of the few principles that I had left, may God have mercy on them
There’s only one way of giving birth, 10 000 to give death
It’s been two weeks that I’ve been thinking about it, where, when, what to do with the body ?
I can see us playing back when we were little, in the recklessness that characterized our young age
Way before the streets charmed us, way before we get caught up in street life
We did our own parenting (parenting)
You were my brother from an other mother
My heart was penetrated by all kind of feelings all of them darker than the other
Fuck, what the hell got into you ? You betrayed the clan, you’re no longer one of ours
The rest of the team voted for your execution
So I don’t have to think about it, no, I don’t have to think over the repercussions
I’m thinking on your mother, I’m thinking on your girl, your sister and I’m thinking on your son
I’m trying to convince myself that you deserve this faith, by trying to blame you for all this shit
Putting fifteen years of friendship to the ground, all because of money
But fuck it, the street has it’s laws, I’m only applying them, I don’t give a fuck

2nd verse :
I should have interpreted the signs that said a lot about your treasonous soul
Since we were teens I saw your sneaky ways, but hey I would blame that on youth
Then I would wrongfully say to myself “it’s only with other that he behaves that way”
Them, they’re not family, but I am him, he is me, that’s the basics
We got laid for the first time off the same whores, learned to drive in the same busted car
We did our first police custody together, We even bought our first Beretta at two together
I paid the bill at your father’s funeral
I helped you get back on track after your first jail sentence
I would help you a lot so I’m very angry (yeah)
You were a little angry, at least that what they told me
But to me you were my brother (my brother), so what did I do, hein ?
I made you take part in the business (yeah) and we became associates
Even if the plans came from me, if all the contacts were mines
If all the guns came from me, I still let you eat half
Yeah, to me that’s what family is, your money is my money
My money is your money, but hey, it’s seems that it’s more complicated than that (hein)
How many time did I turn a blind eye on the money that you were stealing from the safe
How many beefs did I have to squash every time you would screw over a guy from the projects (hein)
You would blow all the money on your whores (your whores), I understood that you weren’t focus
The day that I found out that were sniffing your own product from their butt holes
It had to come to an end
I decided to to put an end to our collaboration in the business
Nothing changes, you’ll remain my brother it’s just that there’s no more business between us
And you know what, I swear on my mother’s head, that as long as I’ll be alive you won’t be in need of any money, homie
But no, that was too much for you, monsieur had too much ego
Without counting all those fake arabs, those fake niggas who whispering shit to you, heating up your head
Faggots to who you wouldn’t even give the time of the day to, they used you in order to reach me
You have no principles, homie, you have no values, they screwed you over like a bitch
Although you gave them rendez-vous in order to jump me while a big transaction was going down
Liek God is great I made it out : a bullet to the leg, an injured shoulder
Then I found out from a reliable source that it was really you who sold me out
Tonight, my brother, is the last time that you’ll see the sun set