Lacrim – J’essaie (English lyrics)

1st verse :
I’m being told that life is good
I only find sleep when I’m high
The love inside me took a blow with a shovel, yeah
Spider web, My heart is in it
And on the dope spot I’m always on time
Les shmitts te sonnent à l’aide de mes potos (??)
I’ll let you rap, but you’re telling nothing but lies
We’ve got the weapons, four guys and two bikes
It’s true, there where times in jail where I doubted
Am I real ? Am I a bad person ?
Mom did you make me
In order to be hurt or to bleed ?
Going to war means winning it
J’ai de l’amour pour la tuer (??)

Chorus :
Imbecile, in my vision I saw you on the floor
On the guitar, your enemies will forget you
Fire a shot, you’ll break the hourglass
Freeze time, get out the car, make them scream
Everyday I try
Making money in order to calm my pain
I’m trying not to doubt
I’m trying no to like you

2nd verse :
Sometimes I feel like leaving the country
Like provoking the upturn
All white suit
In the dope spot we grow old
There’s not many people that I pay
Narcos in army fatigue
Some sun
I only have one wish
Making more money than the night before
For my homies
There’s never enough
I’ve got weight on my bak
The demon to add to that
At night I’m followed
I won’t get any rest
I smoke my joint at night
I think that their lives is just how I predicted

Chorus :
Imbecile, in my vision I saw you on the floor
On the guitar, your enemies will forget you
Fire a shot, you’ll break the hourglass
Freeze time, get out the car, make them scream
Everyday I try
Making money in order to calm my pain
I’m trying not to doubt
I’m trying no to like you