MARWA LOUD - My Life (English lyrics) - The International Connect

1st verse :
This text is about my life because often, things aren’t going well and the only things I’m left with, are my records
Gold records or platinum records according to the streams
Because tommorow, we risk struggling accordingly to the depression
It was a complicated year, between betrayals and heart breaks
A year combined with illusions and luxury
Some wanted me to spit mad bars, others, wanted me to screw up
For all my white boys, my arabs, blacks, yeah, I had to represent
I had to give it my best, I had to be careful because time flies
Little by little, I forgot that people where cowards in this industry
I got fed up, they took advantage of the situation
Yeah, I’m a star, I have to avoid arguing so I can’t scream
I saw hundred of my friends hanging out with my enemies, forming alliances, spitting behind my back to the point of losing their voices
No one cares about my life, yeah, I know that in the end, I’m gonna have to give up this seat
I’m all at the top of the podium, I don’t need for people to validate me, no need, I have my team, I don’t need any company
Shit, I wonder what’s happening to me, others are getting married while me, I’m choosing my Audi
So this is life ? This is the dream that you were selling me ? this is the reason why I have to say goodbye to all my principles ? yeah
A life of separated parents I grew up without a father, I had to grab my chance, you better not pass me the ball
Melancholy in the absence of becoming alcoholic, they snet me a bomb and I’m the one that signed the package
The box was pretty, I gotta admit, it was big, felt like ripping open the package only for it to go “boom” in the end
But it hurt to know that I’m being neglected, it hurts gettign so much hatred for so much fun
Because I love my fans, I love music, I love having fun but the sentence is hard to grow through, yeah

Chorus :
Eh, eh, welcome to my life, welcome to my life, yeah
Eh, eh, welcome to my life, welcome to my life, yeah
Welcome to my life, welcome to my life, yeah
Welcome to my life, welcome to my life, yeah

2nd verse :
20th of January and all of a sudden, I start thinking about my mother
I’m asking myself how can I manage to keep making her proud
Is she going to appreciate this text or not ? Is she going to shed a tear while listening to her daughter get lost ?
She’s my jewel, she’s my queen, my sky and when I get kids, she’s gonna be their grand mother and god mother
She’s worrying more and more about her daughter, the choices aren’t always easy, she’s afraid of me getting fascinated by this world, and that I start to take roots in it
It’s been almost a year now that I haven’t been to the movies, two years that I didn’t have dinner, two years that my back is hurting
Two years that I haven’t been to the physiotherapist, two years that I didn’t go on a shopping spree with my girlfriends
Two years that I’ve been firing the members of my team
With them, the fight isn’t easy, often, they get weak and sometimes, this world fascinates them
I reproached all kind of things to them, looked for the causes, took a break
For them to react but every time, their heart exploses